Membuka email lama dari UNICEF, ADB, UNV, Afrivol, dan SESF-MAST, dan membaca kembali Three Cups of Tea. Make me re-think , WTH I’m doing?!

GAH! I miss my younger days, where Greg Mortenson, dr.Jose Rizal, Mas Ali Aliyuddin, and Triwahyudi really inspired me. They’ve teached me a lot of things, while I turn my back to became ‘what I never wish I’d became.’

If only I could turn back time, I’d stick with my idealism and aspiration. Ah too late! please God, take care of me. I will not sell my idealism and  become a bureaucrat wallowing in illicit money.