I Miss You

• M : Jangan ilang. aku udah terbiasa ada kamu
• A : I'll be your sun during the day and your star during the night. You will always find me
• M : Then you'll be gone when its cloudy??
• A : No. You can still feel my warm
• M : Oh you'll always be there, I just can't see you
• A : You can't reach the sky yet, but you will always know that sun and star always be there when you need it
• M : But it also bright for others?
• A : No.. It's a special star. Only you who can feel it
• M : But the sun light for people
• A : It's another sun/star. The one you mention about is too hot to touch.. but me, it's warm :P
• M : This one is 'hot' :)

Saya bangun pagi, dia belum tidur.
Saya berangkat ke kantor, dia baru tidur.
Saya makan siang, dia baru sarapan.
Saya pulang kantor, dia baru berangkat ke kampus.
Saya makan malam, dia baru makan siang.
Saya mau tidur, dia baru pulang.

Ps. : Dont you realize I always one step ahead, dear @awirayasa? :))

• Q : If you could be the best at something what would it be?
• A : a father, a family man
• Ah! I couldn't help myself not to fall in love with you.

This distance has really get to me and break me down.
Since the day you left, to the other part of the world, with 6 hours time difference,
I always holding my phone as I fall asleep, hoping to hear from you, at anytime sooner. And as I wake up in the morning, first thing that pop up in my mind is whether you still awake or already sleeping soundly. Sometimes I want to text you or call you so bad, but afraid being annoying or bothering you.

This long distance relationship is difficult, It’s tearing me up inside.
It feels right, but it hurts so bad.
I thought this is going to be easy, why does it have to be so complicated?

I wish the internet, computer screen, and mobile phone will connects our heart.
I wish we could keep our honesty and trust for this relationship to work out.
All you are, right now, right in this moment, is enough.
I miss you @awirayasa. I really do